I laughed at myself with amusement when I realized that one of my new year resolution just got broken.
That is not letting life get me down.
When life finally hits me down and I struggled to fight it back.
Lately it's a step down in emotion again, and at times I don't want to wear the fake mask, at times I just want to step away from all emotional attachment and say that I won't let it bother it.
But even as much as I try, I know I can't do that.
I let it affect me, I let it bother me and now I let it take over my thinking.
Yes this is bad.
What is happening between us.